Imperfection .

Life is set in various ways ; satisfying & disappointing . To those who succeed in life , they might be describe their life as a pleasure . But for those who are on the verge of succeeding , it might be a disappointing life to them . But in life its not the matter of how much satisfaction/disappoints yuh get but its the matter of how far yuh can go and how much satisfaction yuh can bring to your family and yourself =]i may not be a person of much satisfaction in my life , but i realise that its no use comparing life into two categories . Be who yuh are , be proud of who yuh are today , be proud of what yuh have achieved in life so far & be proud that yuh were given a chance to explore this life . Time matters much in our life . Be it seconds , minutes or hours . Every second counts .

<3 r3tard3d dumbi !

Congratulations !

Congratulations to mah Babes & Hunks for doing well in your N level examinations =]=] Really proud of yuh guys . Continue having hope & confidence in yourself . When you do something , dont give up but keep on trying until you succeed . If you happen to fail while trying , dont worry . You can always move back & learn from your mistake ya ? I hope that with the results you receive today , you will think twice and wisely before you make a decision for your future . For those who are going to 5N route next year , let me tell you once . Start focusing from the first month . Study smart and hard till the last . Dont get influenced to bad sides alrights ? Once you fall , you are gonna regret . For those who are going to ITEs , then make sure you choose a course which you are confident of and have a passion for it =]=]
For Bunu , Kusum & Soni . Cheers to yuh guys ! Wherever you will be , i hope you will make a good decision for yourselves alrights ? Remember we are always here for each other . Once again congratulations to all =]=]
Your hard work has paid off =]
<3 akriti bhaisi !

Satisfaction !

Argghh school's gonna start on Monday ! Bye Bye June holidays . Well once school open on Monday , am gonna have a busy schedule . School is gonna finish late , lots of homework , lots of pushing , lots of stress and more ! Its for our own good though . Can't wait to feel the pressure yo ! Hope everything will go with the flow and ii really need to buck on my humanities revision . Am lacking on my humanities and science . Phew just 18 weeks to O level . Cant believe that time passes so fast . All thanks to school and babes !!
<3<3 thats all for this post !! See yuh guys soon !!


<3 akriti da runchii !
Peace da skates !

Nails in the Fence

There was once a little boy who had a bad temper . His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence . The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence . Over the next few weeks , as he learnt to control his anger , the number od nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down . He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence . Finally the day came when the boy didnt lose his temper at all .


He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his anger . The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone .

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence . He said , 'You have done well , my son , but look at the holes in the fence . The fence will never be the same . When you say things in anger , they leave a scar just like this one . You can put a knife in a man and draw it out . But it won't matter how many times you say i'm sorry , the wound will still be there . A verbal wound is as bad as a phsyical one .



Remember that friends and family are very rare jewels , indeed . They make you smile and encourage you to succeed . They lend an ear , they share words of praises and they always want to open their hearts to us .'



<3 akriti da runchiii !!!!

Sunita please take the foto from here

Everything is gonna CHANGE completely

Well , had a good outing withh Pujki di , Bunu & Haziq ;) Especially at mac yeahh , i dont know i could not stop smiling to myself . Headed for Ting Xin burfdaY party ! planned to head for late night movie but parents were angry . By the time i reached home , it ticked 12 plus and the moment i stepped into the house disaster happened !! i never expected that ii would be in intense pain . from today on banned from outing until i change to a better person . ahh hurtss especially the insulting partt !! hiashh what a dayy i had yesterdayy !! thanks Pujki di , Bunu , Alena , Susu and Durge for the concern :) ii hope i am fine noww just could not believe that i was going through that pain kk yeahh !!!

Happy Sweet 16 Birthday Anjali

13th Aprill 2010 Baby !! HAppy sweetest 16 burfdayy dearr !! ii hope euu enjoyed our singing session of burfday session re kk !! ahahah anyways we did enjoyed singing for yuh tho !! ii missed yuhh much gal . those days remember throwing of water balloon at each other and went your home all drenched and the aunties gossipped hanna !! ohh god best memoriess mann !! and yuh still remember mero mustafa ko treat , we had hella fun with Susmi haii !! not to worry our babes are all fine here !! we are looking forward to have a reunion in Nepal soon !! So just be patient arachii ?? We will surely meet up and have a blast of all alrightss !! Hope yuhh had a great burfday babyy !! Love you and misses babe !!
PS:Sorry for the late post .

Exams are around the corner

Am back again !! Sorry for not posting regularly , ayes ! Everything depends on ma mood ! School has been going on well and now revision for o level has started already so ii need to get back on track . No more slacking and wasting a single second . Split seconds matter , hopefully this quote its true . Moving on to mah babes ! Twin baby is coming back to school tomorrow after one week of restt !! Can't wait for her arrival and we can have our usuall stuffss yeaahh !! Mah bhuntung recently has been fed up by some stuffs hanna !! So hope she will get over with it soon ! Ani mero susu dii lai , happy 1 mth anni (belated) . Supposed to head for dance class today but for some reasons , i aint going . Instead staying at home and doing some self studies , pheww !! Talking about exams its less than 3 weeks away ! Its Prelim 1 and cant believe o levels is just 6 months away . Pheww !! I wish everyone all the best for their upcoming exams especially mah babess arachii !! See yeah in the next postt :)

                                                                  

mAh twin ; she is back :)

                                                                                  

Never will i forget how we became friends to good friends to close friends ! Though we may not have been friends since young , ii bet it wasn't a need . This 4 years have been very special to me . We were just teenagers since then we became friends . The years we spent together were really meaningful though we were involved into fights and misunderstandings :)We did a lot of sharings , carings , laughters , anger , fun & clearing each other tears . helping each other in any circumstances . we were like a big family . we learnt a lot from those fights which may be a bad one but we really apologised each other crying . looking back now makes me wanna go back to the past seriously . we walked on the roads and people said we were sisters / twins and from then we named ourselves twins yeahh !! especially after da dying of our hair somemore same colour ! time really passes first yeah , but after all we have to accept the fact haina ra ?? You used to ring me asap whenever something happened . You shared your stuffs with me and yuh really trusted me . Whenever I needed someone to talk to,you were always there. My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and you were always there.


There was no time when I had doubt to come to you because you were always there.

I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.

Whenever I was down and blue

You were always there.

No matter my problems, are what was wrong

You were always there.

Whenever I felt like nothing matters

You were always there.

Though you helped me a lot in my problems , yuh used to say that yuh were sorry that you could not help out well as yuh were not good in it . I really appreciate ur friendship for these 4 years !

And now that i never expected this thing to happen . Yuh could not breathe properly . Yuh started to become pale . If only i had known that this thing would happen ! and it had to be yuh of all . visiting yuh at the ward and seeing yuh lying there was really a saddening one . the way yuh tried to communicate with me and laughing at mah jokes was really a touching one !! i will never forget what yuh whispered to me ."thanks yuh and i love you" . that was really sweet of youu !!! i love you too !! please continue being positive okays ? i know you will fight well and recover real soon . I could see the pain you were trying to bear with ,its really saddening babe !!ii am here for yuhh !! i miss doing stupid things with you !! I miss you when you’re gone.

I miss the laughters .

You’re not up to being your amazing self,

and although we know this is temporary,I selfishly want you back, right now.

I need your bright spirit, your love of life

to lift me up, as you always do, effortlessly,

just by being you.

Please take care of yourself and recover soon.

I miss yuh baby !! ii love youu and i see you tomorrow baby !! love yuh millions !! ;)

Please smile .

I've lots to share with yuhh and we shall enjoy soon alrights babyy !! ii jus need yuhh and your laughter babe !!!

<3 akriti da runchii !!

PS:You are not alone ..

Its the matter of how you end . Are you gonna finish it strong ?

I have been inconsistent in my blogging these few days . For the past few days , ii have been turning off quite late but i am loving it . Today , supposed to go work early in the morning . Dang , i could not wake up . But should be heading for cyclying with mates or slacking with di . Received my results yesterday and i could say it sucked seriously but i am happy for what i achieved though i fail for i am gonna learn from it :) Like i said in ma previous posts its worth more failing . To all who received their results yesterday, cheers if you did well and cheers to those who did not do well cause trust me you are gonna do much more better in the next one cause you learn from it :) Smile .

Well i've got something to share here . Its about Nick Vujicic who is 26 . He was born without arms or legs and given no medical reason for this condition. Faced with countless challenges and obstacles, God has given him the strength to surmount what others might call impossible. Along with that, the Lord has placed within him an unquenchable passion to share this same hope and genuine love that he've personally experienced with more than two million people all over the globe. I've downloaded his video and i am sure you are gonna like it . He is really someone i look up to and please forward to those who think they need inspiration . Once you have said, "I will," never give in. If you say, "I will never catch cold," and the next morning you have a terrible cold and are discouraged, you are allowing your will to remain weak. You must not get discouraged when you see something happening that is contrary to what you have affirmed. Keep on believing, knowing it will be so. If outwardly you say, "I will," but inwardly think, "I can't," then you neutralize the power of thoughts and emasculate your will.
If your will has become weakened by fighting the disease or other reverses, you have to take the help of someone else's will to strengthen you through their prayers and positive affirmations on your behalf. But you must also do your part to change your consciousness. That is my advice to you. Develop your will power and positive thinking, and you will find your body, mind and soul working to mold everything in your life according to your will.

As thought is the most powerful agent in your life, provided you know how to develop and use it, never let the power of your thought be diluted by mixing with weak-minded or negative people - unless you are very strong-minded and can instead strengthen those persons. Failures should align themselves with successful people. The weak should seek the company of those who are stronger. People who have no self-control should associate with those who are self-disciplined - the greedy man, for example, should eat with the man of self-control, with such an example before him, he will begin to reason, "I also can control my appetite."

Get inspired and take the initiative to do something before its too late .

<3 akriti da runchii !!
till then take care and stay safe .

Sentosa 12.2.10

Finally i've got the chance to upload these pichas !! This was on 12.2.10 !!
Advance valentine day with babes yeah !! Headed to sentosa , had lotsa fun playing volleyball and laughing at each other ! These photos are seriously awesome ;) Enjoy viewing the pichas !
Can't wait for the next trip to sentosa again ! Somewhut maybe in June i guess ? Patience is da needed :D
Enjoy , till then take care and stay safe :):)
<3 akriti da runchii !!

Happy 15th Burfday to Mah Bro :)

7th March 1995 was the date you stepped  into this world to be my brother . I was only 2 years till then and i still remember i used to carry you on my arms and play with you . You were so small till then and as time passed by , you grew up to a toddler and those days were really awesome . We did "fish operation and washing of the soft toys" when mum was not at home . Just because of that incident we came upon to be very famous for that in GC . When mum and dad punished us , we used to take it as a joke and we would always help each other in case mum/dad beat us up . We used to hide in the toilet and seriously the 7 months stomache of yours was really like a pregnant woman's and our friends used to tease you hai ! Today that you are 15 years old , seriously you have become so much matured . Those sucking attitude and the usage of vulgar of yours during small was a total shit ! Today i see you as a matured and more understanding brother .Brother you are da best . Till today we may have been involved in a lot of arguments but that doesnt matter to me cause its all the matter of the heart ! No matter how much we fight , i promise and guarantee you that i will love you for who you are today !
Tall, dark skin, rough hair, sweet, honest
Trusting, respectful, caring, and so much more
Those are only a few words to describe you
My protector, my friend, my shoulder to cry on, my love and my life
Those are only a few things that you are to me
You've showed me love in so many ways
You've never once discouraged me
You've never once dishonored me
You've taught me thing all a person like you could
You've always believed in me
You never once told me I couldn't do this or that
You grew with  me up knowing that “can’t” should never be in my vocabulary
I looked up to you for so long especially your talents in dancing , soccer and more .
You help me with so many things
And now it's time to repay you
No matter what you need I'm here
Like I said you're the love of my life and no one can change that
We share a bond that can't be broken
I will be here for anything
You were there for me and I will be there for you no matter what you need
Just say the word and I'll be there
I love you with a love that can't be explained and the same goes for you
So my brother don't put your head down thinking I look at you differently
Nothing has changed and nothing will
I'll love you till my dying day so it's all good
As long as you’re happy then I'm happy
There's nothing else to say
When mum/dad scolded me , you are always there for me .
Instead of me giving you advices , you helped me in every circumstances !
Thank you so much brother :)
The resolutions and wishes you told me for your birthday , i really hope that i can see a change in you although you are awesome :) Till then , i wanna end this post by saying no matter where you are , no matter which way we take in future , you are one brother that i will never regret being with you ! Ending off , i wanna salute you for coming this far and overcoming your obstacles !
<3<3 akriti da runchii !!!!

Working towards it !

Updating after a couple of days . Well the last few days have been rather a busy and reflective days . After all , i have decided to take the first step to prepare for my o levels very hard . Promised some peeps to study more better and to do well in mah o level :) of course i aint gonna let anyone down , hope so yeah :)started mah extra amaths lesson today and wow i just realised that i have forgotten everything taught in sec 4 . initially it was quite an easy paper but my brain had demolished all the work and i could not take it . went home and practice a lot of  integration questions and now i am confident of it :):) i want a re-test !!

this example might be familiar to you guys . Majority of the people in this world doesnt know the real value of failing . We dont understand it . When we undergo hard times and disappointing times we become very bitter . We begin to curse and swer . WHY ME ? Many who couldnt see the value of these experiences may just succumb and spend the rest of their lives bitter and beaten . It is indeed a very sad thing . Actually at this point i would like to say to all these people-you should not be asking WHY ME ?? You should thank God its you who have been choosen ! The great characters of the world have been those who had to struggle against all kinds of hardships . If you are not having a hard time , you are not developing your character yeah . If things are going on easy for you , you are not amonuting to anything . You can never be anything , because you are not doing anything . So i want to take this very opporunity to remind people who keep failing in what they do , YOU AINT A FAILER :) You are processing and you are reaching your goal :) Cause we learn wisdom from failure much more than from success :)I am satisfied of all the failures i went through in ma life cause without those failures , i would not have been here typing all these and i would not have come to this point of age :) I am gonna make a difference in ma life from today :) Thanks to Pujki sis especially :D:D Decided to arrange all my shelves and these is mah messy wall :) gonna head to work office tomorrow with sista !! cant wait !!

till then see you in ma next post :) more photos to come !

<3 akriti da runchii !!

"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet . Only through experiences of trial and suffering can be the soul be strengthened , vision cleared , ambition inspired and success achieved . " -Helen Keller

Rebellious

Headed for school after recovery . My cough and flu doesnt tend to recover . Hiash , cough and flu are disturbing my sleep away . I seriously LOVE Mrs Benjamin from Elcot Consultant . Her teachings and the way she speak is splendid indeed . Frankly speaking , i had never seen an English teacher who was this best besides Mrs Vani Raj :)Thanks to her i am surely gonna improve in my English with her superb encouragements and teachings . Million thanks to her :):)
Went for aerobic class today and had a tiring one , but it was an awesome workout Rekha aunt ::):)
After my 'N' level results , i promised myself that i would study very hard and exercise from the beginning of the year but i am being very defiant to myself . I tend to lose my concentration easily during lessons and i seriously think its because i feel that majority of my classmates are far more better than me and i feel so hopeless . Seeing my bad results for a couple of times makes me wonder whether i really deserve to take the ó'level examinations . I know i can improve and there is still time but the word initiative is lacking in me . I am starting to pick up the bad habit of depending on others . I seriously want to improve in my Amaths . I know my Amaths teacher Mdm Lo is always there ready to guide me under any circumstances but i am the one who is not even making the first single step . I just need some push and encouragement .
Not forgetting about the promise i made to exercise ; its gone now .
I started to exercise on 1st Feb 10 but halfway through i got sick and since then i started to go for irregular exercise . Hiash , parents think i am not eating much and lacking sleep . is that so ? I may be a plump person but the amount of food i eat ; you can ask my dearest friend Kusum . Actual fact , i dun eat much . I dun see a reason why i gain weight easily ? Low metabolism ? In fact , my Pujki huns said that she is gonna gibb me a treat "time table on exercise and healthy diets " . And i am looking forward to it so much . And thanks to Pujki huns , Sujan di & ma loved ones for believing in me that i can shed off some weight by 3 months . I am gonna surely gonna agree to their sayings :):)ii wanna be the old me . the athlete body that i used to have :):)missed ma body !!!

ii am gonna work hard for it yeahh :) both my studies & health :)
<3<3 akriti da runchii :)

PS:Nothing is impossible .

I miss mah homies !!

As usual , day started off with lack of sleep . Was rather awake fully today unbelievingly :D:D
I cannot describe my feelings for today . its so moody ho ki lazy ho ki khai k kalko feeling yar !!
had lottsa funn with ma homies as usual :D:Denjoyed my volleyball today !!
but i must say i really miss mah two homies susmi & anju yarr !! missing them lotssss !!!
i seemed to be missing susmi's voice and i seriously miss making voice clips with her . her singing
and my beatboxing kya fun those days man !!! i miss my little anju too :D the way she laughs loudly .
and i can never forget the new year days when the uncle came to scold us at bunu ko house at 3am plus hai .
i wanna talk to you guys seriouslyyy !!! and the days when we used to puff and make fun of people !!
damn best days hai !!! anyways homies , dun worry .. we will enjoy once if kusum , bunu , soni , motu and i am there aites !! lets go clubbing all man !! we have so much plans haii !! simply cannot wait for it yar !! just 9 more months and we will be there doing stupid funny stuffs as usual . thats why we are called the another version of mon-kays hai !!! i know i have been telling u guys i will call but havent , pls understand hai re ke . ahahah , money very tight now . so i will surely call once :D:D alrightss !! misss yeah my homiessss !!!
<3 akriti da runchiii !
<3<3 to the maxxx :D

All men have sweetness in their life . This is what help them goes on . It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out . -Albert Camus :)

Happpieee 17th Burfday to My cousin Neeru Gurung

Dearest Neeru .
Happy 17th burfday to you my sista ! I hope that u will have a blast today :D
I would never want to forget those memorable childhood days . We grew up
together side by side , not forgetting the days where we used to bully people
from our batch . We used to laugh , cry and get mad together . Those days were really
the happiest , funniest and hella fun one hai ! We may be far away from each other in
distance but that doesnt matter for sisters . It matters about the heart ! i am sorry
for not contacting you for so long but i promised u that i will after your 17th burfday yeah !
hella , we are gonna gossip hella more aites ! and i dun wanna the same incident to happen
again because i have regretted more than enough ! But those were really funny ones hai :)
and i appreciate ur help when i had problems and u made me a better person :0
thanks u so much , babe !! love you so much ! and u said that this burfday might not be a good one .
but i promise you that ur 18th burfday will be hella fun !! hoping for it to come soon :)
I wanna end this post by saying , i wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart for being the best one and helping me in my circumstances ! I wanna take this chance to say i love you to the maxxxx sista !!
<3 akriti da runchiii :D
PS:These photos , remember ? Childhood days !! Missed it :D