I don't know whether to enjoy ^^

Hey peeps :) I am active again .
Just a while ago , i saw a documentary about Nepal . It really makes me wanna go forward and help them . Seeing the clothes they wore , the infrastructure , the environment was really a mess . It made me feel so bad about it .Being able to live in Singpore for 16 years is really a wonderful thing . But i dont seem to be enjoying the life here . I dont know whether its because i have not seen my motherland and it always makes me wanna go back to Nepal and help the country . People are living in such a great mess . Imagining myself in their shoes was really a situation i feel that i would not be able to survive . Its too difficult man ! If only i had a million bucks , i would help some of the places but it makes me real sad yeah . And some villagers there have not even seen an aeroplane , look how saddening is that . May god bless all those people and let us all come together forward to be there in times of need ! Lets all heal the world alrights :)
Nepal i am sure you gonna develop soon though it takes a lot of time :)
Nothing is impossible ;)
<3 akriti da runchii :)